Love's too tiring, too restrictive.

It had been some time since I last logged in to my livejournal account. Life nowadays are too tiring, school and stuffs, I don't even have time to come back to this private space of mine. Things had been happening these few days and they sure weren't good. I always believed in the saying, " What goes around comes around " and it's darn true.

Maybe it's just how life goes.

And you know what's the worst thing? To have friends that misunderstand you. I won't want to go on about what happened because the feeling just sucks.

Anyway, my eldest brother got married in Vegas and I didn't know anything until yesterday. He's coming back on the 6th next month and I can't wait to see him. Both my brothers are getting married this year and wow, time really flies. I'm going to be 20 this year and it's seriously a time for me to mature up. I'm going to focus on my studies and start doing something productive for a change.

Heard that this year isn't going to be a good year for Scorpios so I'll just take one step at a time and just deal with whatever that comes to me.

Oh wells.

It's 4.30 now and I'm not even in lalaland, guess I'm staying up all the way for school later on then (:

Shall upload some pictures from powerhouse yesterday, never been there in like 1 month? Finally went there with the usual and the night was good (:

This post is to make up for yesterdays', I totally forgotten that I needed to update my journal.

I didn't go to school yesterday because I woke up late, like damn late, around 11 plus? I wanted to rush for school still but then johnson gave me a call, I told him I'll reach school at 1plus and he told me don't bother. By the time I reach school is already damn late, the grades won't be good either, I went back sleep.

Seriously, I slept until damn damn damn damn shiok, I was literally smiling to myself. ( I know it's damn retarded but still. )
Spent the whole day at home and I baked chessecake (: damn nice can. Then went for dinner with my parents at the nearby market and spent 14bucks worth of junk food after that. Munched on them when I reached home, I ate like there's no tomorrow, eat and eat and eat, won't full one know! hahah!

Slept early but I woke up awhile late and I can't get back to sleep already, met alan for breakfast at 7 and left for school after that (:

I seriously don't know what to write in my journal, nothing to talk about too. Like boring onehh!

Tired! I'm so going to sleep early tonight!

As promised,  one post a day. (: disciplineee!

I woke up at 7.45am today and I thought I was late for class already, wanted to go back to sleep then I remembered that class starts at 9.45am today. If I rushed I will still be able to reach school on time, so I rushed like mad, as usual, and was out of my home by 8.05.  Then I was waiting for my bus to the interchange and I received this sms from jolyn saying " WAKE UP ALREADY ?", hahah, I swear, she's damn nice can, You'll know why if you continue reading (:
 
I reached class at around 9.40 and my facilitator told me there's something inside the drawer that's for me. Then I knew immediately what it was already. Jolyn promised me chocolates and she really did put the candy in my class eh, I didn't know she will actually do this, was quite touched though (: HAHAH!

She still bothered to wrap the stuffs up with construction paper ! hahah! Plus points for effort !
And I swear her handwriting was damn nice, well, at least to me.
School was overall good for me, was smiling the whole while looking at her armchio ! BTH! ((:

Today, I finally brought my laptop to the canteen (god knows when's the last time I did so) to meet up with the gang. Went some empty classroom with johnson after that to settle our presentation slides. 





This is the wrapper!

ANDD

the candy!



There were two mentos bars but one was finished in class, shared with my classmates (:


THANK YOU !!


P.S  Sorry that i fell asleep when you called back, seriously too tired already but I completed my Rj on time kay! ((:

I don't know why but I feel blue all of a sudden. Feelings really can kill people.

Not being able to sleep due to terrible insomnia, I really need my sleeping pills soon.

Breakfast at 6, nigghts people.

Sometimes I just don't understand what's with girls. 

A bit the irritating uh.

AND

I have a very terrible case of insomnia, I can't sleep till its ten in the morning today.
I ought to consult a doctor soon, get a few bottles of sleeping pills and I think I can get to sleep better by then.


Talking to you was fun, I enjoyed it .

It's been some time since the last time I blogged. Finally I have time to post pictures taken during the holidays, club and all  (:

30th May 2009


Went to Powerhouse with the usual, really had fun and that marks the start of our holidays, although it's just a pathetic 2 weeks.


































Didn't take that much pictures because everyone were too busy dancing.
Met new people as well (((((((((:


2nd June 2009

Went to Holland Village for nasi lemak and ice cream but I don't think there are any pictures while eating nasi lemak but there's some when we're eating ice cream though and the ice cream was GOOD.































That's all folks, Poweeeeerhouse this Saturday.
See you guys there!  (:

Everything seems so screwed now.

My mom is not even helping me, non-stop scolding and scolding. gosh.

Actually, it's my fault from the start so I can't possibly blame her for scolding me.

But she's really unreasonable at times, so unreasonable until i-really-can't-find-any-words-to-describe-her-unreasonable-ness.

I really want to thanks those that helped.

Thanks alot. I fucking swear I won't do this stupid thing ever again.

And, mom,

you still don't understand me that well. Try harder.

You won't help by scolding, seriously.

Working at the IT fair this year was surely a tiring one.
I had to stand for 12 hours for four days and I can tell you that the place is super CROWDED.
If you guys read the papers, you all should know.

AND,
I can't really figure out what's really wrong with the indian customers we had.
For your info, I was selling SONY vaio laptops for the 4 days.
This hardcore irritating people, kept asking for free gifts non-stop, even after I had given them a real good deal already.
Are you guys buying the notebooks or the free gifts? I really don't understand.
Smelly enough already, still make so much noise. If you guys stop being so irritating and noisy ah, I still can accept know.
 
Anyway,
other than that, working was quite fun with friends around, joking, making noise and disturbing girls. haha.

okay, I'm running out of things to say already.

till the next.
bye.

Busy lately, didn't really have the time to update my journal.

I'm here now but I don't know what to write in this blank space.
I'll come back when I think of something.

I realised that most of my posts are quite emo uh.
Wa, die already lah.



HAHAH!

Liverpool won't be called liverpool if they stopped scoring goals last min.
One at the 88th and another one at the 94th.
How wonderful :]

Oh, and i forgot to mention, both the goals came from torres.

I'm off the the doctor now, as usual, I'm sick again.

okay bye.

I'll be forgotten soon enough.
What's more, you've got ten weeks to spare :]

bye journal.

I can't believe how I'm able to start tearing over the littlest things.
I just finished watching this superb japanese drama online yesterday and it was really really really good.
The plot was good and most importantly the lead actress was damn cute. HAHA!
So people, if you're interested, ask me for the name of the drama series. :]
And,
I need to get myself a new book to start reading because I have every mood to start reading now.
okay that's kinda random.

BUT STILL.

Liverpool's going to win later on, I'm quite certain.

I'm hitting the sheets already,
Nights people.

Just to let you know,

Remember me for who I was.

So yeah, goodbye.



anyway,

I have a feeling liverpool's going to win the match against everton later on so I'm not going to watch it and check the results first thing in the morning tomorrow.

ciao.

Sometimes I feel caught in yesterday,
Because of all the memories that burn,
Where i will go there is no return,
Time will heal my yearn.





When you're alone, paint the picture of tomorrow in you.

Too much to talk about.
Too lazy.

Abandoned.


Don't care so much already lah, wailong.

    Some say lady luck is on my side
And that my life has been an easy ride 
But they don't know how many times I cried  Cause I'm nothing without you